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I'm Getting Better
01:37
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Wake up and my head’s already going crazy
I try to process my thoughts but everything’s way too hazy
My room’s a mess and everything seems to suck
I’d call my friends but none of them give a fuck
Go to work to find my hours have been cut
Head back home wanting to get out of this rut
I’m out of food and my bills are overdue
I’m thinking I should just try something new
I’m getting better, I fucking promise.
I’m getting better, I fucking promise.
I’m getting better, I'm getting fucking better
I’m getting better, I fucking promise.
I’m getting better, I fucking promise.
I’m getting better, I'm getting fucking better
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Everything in my life fell apart, and then I did as well
Am I alive or am I dead? I’m in my own personal hell
Everyone is happy other than me as far as I can tell
But I’m glad they’re okay, I’m glad they’re doing well
put me in a full nelson and don’t let me free
make me struggle i’ll give up on being happy
Break my neck in hopes that I’ll stop breathing
Leave me for dead in hopes that I’ll stop feeling
Everything piles up and nothing disappears
I hope I wake up one day free of all these fears
I can’t think of a single thing i have to live for
So I’ll drink until I pass out on the bathroom floor
put me in a full nelson and don’t let me free
make me struggle i’ll give up on being happy
Break my neck in hopes that I’ll stop breathing
Leave me for dead in hopes that I’ll stop feeling
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Sleep Forever
01:33
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I just want to sleep forever
Because then life would be better
I just want to sleep forever
Because then life would be better
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Leech
04:19
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There’s plenty of fish in the sea but you’re the only one I want to swim with
So please don’t swim against the current, I’ll chase you, I don’t fear death
You said be careful because your emotions make you helpless
So you cut everyone off once you’re a complete mess
I’ll go swimming in the pond where you live
I’ll give you my all till I have nothing left to give
Until I’m lost and happiness is out of reach
I’ll be your human if you’ll be my leech
But you asked me never to give up and I plan on keeping that promise
Through thick and thin I’ll keep my word, no matter the injustice
I told you that I would give up everything, you are my universe
But then I realized I shouldn’t want to leave my house in a hearse.
I’ll go swimming in the pond where you live
I’ll give you my all till I have nothing left to give
Until I’m lost and happiness is out of reach
I’ll be your human if you’ll be my leech
It’s hard to say it isn’t the end of the world when you’re worth more than that to me
It’s hard to say it isn’t the end of the world when you’re worth more than that to me
It’s hard to say it isn’t the end of the world when you’re worth more than that to me
It’s hard to say it isn’t the end of the world when you’re worth more than that to me
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The feeling of being alone always drowns me until I can’t see a single thing so I’ll drown myself with alcohol until nothing doubles.
The thought of this life continuing is too much to handle and so I hope I leave this earth quicker than my father.
If you ever cared you would have called. I’m sorry I’m such a bother.
If you ever cared you would have called. I’m sorry I’m such a bother.
I want to escape the pain but getting better is too much to fathom. I’ll numb myself out till I feel empty inside.
I’m a void that can’t be filled. A well that’s dried up. So I’ll peddle down streets with no lights hoping to black out my own.
If you ever cared you would have called. I’m sorry I’m such a bother.
If you ever cared you would have called. I’m sorry I’m such a bother.
If you ever cared you would have called. I’m sorry I’m such a bother.
If you ever cared you would have called. I’m sorry I’m such a bother.
If you ever cared you would have called. I’m sorry I’m such a fucking bother.
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